Learn To Live Your Life As How It Suppose To Be!

It's been sometime. I realised, family matters the most and comes as the first choice. Visha has gone to India for vacation, almost 2 weeks period. And I'm left all alone. Every holidays will be spent with her. It can be going for movies, checking out new places, new food, new adventures and such. My Chinese New Year had been just okay. We went to I-city, located in Shah Alam. Spent time wisely with my family. Afterall, I found out that, they are the only group who gives more, and take less. My cousin, Tharma dropped by. Its way cooler when someone can make you laugh all time with all those old memories we had together. And here, to let you see how beautiful I-city was.

Relationship status is getting boring day by day. We talk less, having no real topic or getting to the same one day after another. I decided to give it a break. All I need now is to focus on my studies and travel to oversea to explore more. I still have not decided what I wanna be in future. Is there time? Really? Right when I decided to put it on a break, she had to confess her love for me. Yes, she told me that she would like to bring this to another level. However, I explained her everything how it supposed to be and the consequences. She found that it is indeed true and that we should start focusing on what we are suppose to. Studies. Yet, she told me she will be waiting and this will go on for sometime. I'm so lucky to have meet her, she actually understood what I wanted. It just, this is not the right time. "Right things, wrong timing".

I also realised, I'm going far from the light of God. Everything seem to be real in darkness. I know its wrong, but I enjoyed it. After All, if you don't break the rules, you miss all the fun. This need to come to stop. Fed invited me to Palama's farewell party. Palama is leaving to USA. Saying a last goodbye can be heartache. I wish all luck to Palama and her son. She is meeting her husband after a very long time and will be staying there permanently. And now, I have two people to meet when I'm there in USA and France. Thanks to Fed. She said she will be moving too, sooner.

Friendship bond is almost in the period of detaching. The girls fighting over sensitive issues. But we boys are getting busier with our life. The other boys are changing to sanity. They reject things, being like a pussy. No drinks, No shisha, No games, No outings. Man, what are you after in real? If you spend time by being busy all time, and being a hard dick when it comes outing, I think you will enjoy no life.I see you update things being on vacation with girlfriend, but what about us, your old schoolmates? What happened to all the promises you made? Just remember, be lifeless now, and you'll also be lifeless in the end.